velvet's journal!

yurpp

velvet we can be online frndss if u want

BG!

i wanna start a journal but i doubt anyone would even bother reading it

lucas

BG! dont start a journal because you want people to read it, do it because it's actually fun and relieving

velvet

BG! what lucas said basically. u do this for urself. trust me i had the same doubt but i realised it doesnt rlly matter

velvet

DEXZIDERRIYUM im not cool trust me. thank you for ur praise tho :3

velvet

update 14

so guess who's been spiralling mentally? i've not been having a good time rn and generally i've been incredibly depressed with a lack of motivation to do anything other than trap myself in my room and watch tv or study.

so, with that in mind, i've actually been doing pretty well academically! i got 100 on my last english test, 76 on my last japanese test and i think i'm doing pretty well in science and literature. i got 63 in legal though, which really sucks as its one of my favourite classes.
also my personal writing has been excellent-- tortured artist anyone?

for now, im just hoping i can distract myself with studying n my hobbies because honestly i just cannot rn. im really thinking of transferring bc i feel like i need a fresh start but idk.

velvet

I HATE MY SCHOOL
LITERATURE ISNT RUNNING SO NOW I HAVE TO PICK A DIFFERENT SUBJECT IM SO MAD
LITERALLY WHAT THE LABUBU IS THIS
😭😭
ok so rn my options are either VET applied languages, one of my reserves (modern or empire) or VSV literature

velvet

if i knew how to make a poll i would but for now just cast ur votes thru comments ig

velvet

update: im doing VSV but idk if i'm doing lit specifically + idk if i want to? bc there are so many options? ill ask the school ig

velvet

update 15

nothing special!! i'm doing VSV now, still ironing it out w/ my school
had a prac sac i definitely did awful on
still depressed but we're improving
its the small steps that matter ig

Anonymous2007

velvet progress is still progress even if it's small 😉

velvet

velvet update on the prac sac: did as shitty as i thought i did but hey, i still passed with a 59!

velvet

Anonymous2007 thank you <3

velvet

Update 15

so its been a while, huh?
honestly nothings happened in my life, i went on a leadership conference and was on local tv last week, other than that, nothing much? week 2 of term four has just been mid honestly, i finished one english assessment and i did pretty well.
overall no complaints except that i have a legal SAC and a japanese essay on the same day, which is hell on earth
im just manifesting a sugar daddy atp bc my atar is looking cooked with my current work ethic LMAO but my grades have been surprisingly good
hopefully extracurricular maxxing will work out for me?

Wheat

velvet "honestly nothings happened in my life", goes on to say that they were on local tv 💔🥀💔💀🙏🙏

velvet

Wheat it felt like nothing lmao but i understand it sounds cool without context

yurpp

girl that's hella cool you were on local tv. exams are soon for me I'm stressing about exam prep omg....

velvet

ME TOOO OMD IM CRASHING OUTT

velvet

update 16

more infrequent updates as exams begin...
good job to all the year 12 students of atar notes, and you WILL get a 50 study score on everything. im manifesting.
my exam prep is actually going well, i have some motivation from kay b chung who's allnighters are motivating (altho i dont pull them very often myself)!

as the end of the year comes closer, im honestly feeling a little sick. my birthday was last week (woohoo!) and now that im officially 16, i already feel so old. like this is the age of the tv show protagonist who i thought were so much older and cooler than me, and now i am their age and since ive devoted my life to studying and making my parents proud..idk i just feel a bit unfulfilled? either way, its been a very existential few weeks.

my legal exam is soon, fingers crossed, and im pretty excited overall! also i got a 84 on my english oral which im pleased with, and my last sac may have been ai generated? which is very scary for the future bc teachers SHOULD NOT be generating sacs if it is the case

tata until next time guys
velvet out!

loveliw

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