Becoming A Wildcard (VCE Journal)

lucas

3/06/25
Literally nothing happened today, I said I would do more calc but ended playing games. I was procrastinating so hard. The only thing I could take away from this day was I actually felt relaxed and not stressed but that doesn't mean I'm gonna just quit so tomorrow I arise to meet my expectations and yeah that's it. I also think that it's important to take a day to yourself and just enjoy what you have before getting back into schedule as well. (It's an excuse)

ash73

lucas how is gat exam prep going?

lucas

ash73 haven't even touch a practice gat

ash73

lucas u got Ts sigma!

lucas

4/06/25
Good thing, things did happen today around 3 hours of study of calculus again. The puzzles are lowkey falling into place with Methods and Specialist which is amazing, I got my Specialist SAC back and somehow I passed which I'm still very upset about, even thinking about it pisses me off but anyway tomorrow I'm primarily gonna focus on the science subjects such as Biology and Chemistry so that's good but with the Maths, I'm actually having so much fun doing them like it's becoming a hobby at this point. By the time I wrote this I'm doing biology so I can stay ahead of class and prep for the next bio SAC which I'm determined to get a good result out of.
Mental Health
Felt ok, almost had a panic attack for some reason at school, it doesn't sit right when I just passed the Specialist SAC. But so far I'm doing decent, hope everyone is going well on their vce journey (honestly might have a read at some other journals on here)

Quote
"Become a formula that can be repeated"

lucas

5/06/25
Did only an hour of study for calc and bio each, was running on 6 hours of sleep. 60% of Bio SAC and fuck me I actually don't know how to actually understand bio, honestly will take any advice on Bio. So pissed off at the moment but it is what it is. Tomorrow I have no idea what I'm going to do and even the long weekend possibly even study more and hit flow with my subjects. I'll keep updating.

lucas

6/06/25
Running on 3 hours of sleep, and more calculus cuz fun but I'm so tired at the moment, gonna make sure I use this long weekend to get green with all my subjects. Struggled to focus thoughout the day, felt like a zombie. So yeah that's it. Bye

lucas

7/06/25
I took today off, so I can recharge my battery. I'm staying at the city for a bit tomorrow so I'm gonna study at the state library primarily focusing on calc and chemistry and that's basically it for today. I got like 12 hours of sleep last night which says a lot but tomorrow I arise.

lucas

8/06/25
Dialled in today, integration goes crazy. I've never been so locked in with math before but the puzzles are falling into the right places and connect the missing pieces and why calc works in general which is so satisfying, no chem today sadly. By the time I'm writing this, I'm still doing more calculus and soon enough I'll be able to test my knowledge of calc on some practice exams. That's basically it for today. Tomorrow we go.

lucas

12/06/25
I apologise for not updating. I've been keeping myself busy so I don't drown in thought. I've been doing calc and just had a bio quiz on pathogens got 81% which is not too bad. I'm so sick at the moment it's not even funny, my fever is at 39 to 40 degrees. From this week alone, probably 10+ hours of studying. I've been waking up 5AM and sleeping at 9PM sharp. I recommend doing this only if you're that dedicated to a good score or have a stacked schedule. I've been practising for the English SAC however language analysis got pushed to next term on the first week which is rough since I have the methods SAC on that same week too. And yeah that's it I'll try keep updating everyday

Eraser

lucas 81% is really good, especially on a bio SAC!

asianasen

lucas you are definitely achieving a 95+ atar, but i think self care should also be prioritised (or balanced w/ ur studies).
good luck on vce and congrats on the 81% in the quiz! u can do this i believe in u

lucas

Eraser it was on a quiz sorry I didn't clarify, I'll get that score on the SAC that's a promise

Eraser

lucas I am sure you will considering the hard work you are putting on, but 81 on a bio quiz is also good!

Eraser

also, if you are okay to say, what school are you currently going to??

lucas

Eraser I don't know I can say since might be bypassing guidelines but why you ask?

Eraser

lucas just curious and wanted to know like in which schools are students like focused on their VCE results, but I totally understand why you don't wanna say

lucas

15/06/25
I'm not prepared for the GAT at all, I'm so cooked 🙂. I've been too sick to even get out of bed, today I only did only an hour of chemistry and yeah that's it.

Anonymous2007

lucas
Dw same here, I'm not prepared at all for the GAT 😭😭
At least you got some studying done, even tho your sick, it's better then not studying!!
Me on the other hand, I just procrastinated the whole day ☹ I only got 1 hour and 30 minutes of studying done, so that's great 😒

lucas

19/06/25
I'm back, I'm not happy at the moment. I just passed my English SAC which is shite. I'm officially at the bottom of the barrel at the moment. I've been trying to find happiness and I just can't at all. The only thing keeping me alive at this poiint is just doing calc and that's it.

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