I've been super busy these days, I realised I've completely wiped all of General Maths from my memory so I need to relearn all of it which is great. My mock exam is next week and I don't even have a reference book, all year I've been relying on notes written on loose paper stapled together so I need to do this in a week. Also I still have a SAC next term which I forget about.
My first exam is on the 14th October and omg that is so soon...
I've also been going to some reivision lectures and all of this is stressing me out. Ik this sounds so stupid but it really hit me that I'm up against the whole state and the realisation hit me like a truck.
Hopefully I don't burn out before the exam starts and I pull through. Still not sad about leaving school, I just want my life to change and finally start enjoying it fully, I have so many hobbies I want to start. I actually want to be able to read books out of enjoyment not for study, get a job which most people have and basically not always think about study and be anticipating SAC results. Also I want to start learning to drive again, I've put it off for months now. Just trying to think about all the things I could do once I get through this so I don't give up. Will update again soon✨
