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Just poppin in before tmr. I'm a bit nervous but I've put a lot of effort for this, so all I can do is try my best.
Will update after the exam.
See y'all soon,
beep boop
BEEP BOOP'S *DEEP BREATH AND WHISPERS* YR 12 JOURNAL 2.0
An update as promised. I reckon I did ok. I literally finished at the last minute.
I'M SO GLAD ITS OVER. HOPEFULLY, I NEVER HAVE TO WRITE AN ESSAY AGAIN.
My next exam is on monday for psych.
See you soon,
beep boopers
8 days later
Hi guys,
Ngl feeling pretty shit after spesh 1. I can't believe I even let the easy marks stray. I knew I could do a lot of them, but the stress I think just got to me. I was pretty much freaking out the whole time. I don't think I'm going to get the ss I want.
Gotta pull up my socks for next monday.
See you soon,
beep boop
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beep_boop
Hey dude, its alright. We all freak out sometimes. Don't beat yourself up, the fact that you survived spesh is crazy heckin awesome.
In the words of Lady Macbeth (Gosh I'm such a nerd), "What's done is done,"
Make sure to breathe and drink water before your next exams, and believe in yourself. You'll be all goods for your next exams.
What do you have Monday? I've got chem on monday (save meeeeee 
)
You've got this beep_boop,
-jinx_58
beep_boop i've honestly felt the same after both methods and spesh 1 and it's not a great feeling. exam nerves can just make ur brain go mush sometimes. but hey! exam 1 isn't even weighted super heavily, so there's every chance to make up for it in exam 2. i'd say just take this weekend to recalibrate, maybe take some time to destress a bit before Monday (easier said than done, i know). and at the end of the day, like jinx_58 said, it's spesh!! there's a reason why it scales like crazy (i'm relying on the extra 12 marks atp) 
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I've been in a pretty despondent mood all day lol. I just saw on other forums saying it was easy and I happen to freak out even more. I hope I can get just the 12 marks at this point. For this weekend, I'm gonna look over past papers, go over weak points and tell myself not to freak out in the exam. My spesh 2 is one monday. I just wanna get into my course. 
I can't wait for tues bc its my last exam, then I'm all done hehe. No more chem, vcaa or whateves 
Have a great weekend y'all! 
5 days later
how did you do on chem yesterday?? hope all went well!
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Hi all,
Yesterday was my final exam! It feels weird from being busy and stressed out to all of a sudden to nothing.
sodacat_
I reckon I did ok. My uni prereqs just need an s or n. Ig I'm allg??
I've been making cover letters and resumes bc beep boop is broke and they need money. beep boop also has been making plans and forgot that beep boop has no money. 
I'll pop back in here from time to time before results come out, to update if anything weird or funny happens. XD
See you soon,
beep boop
GUYS, I FOUND A JOB!!!!!!!
After almost a week of endless spamming of job websites. I finally found one!!!!! I start tmr, honestly a bit nervous because I've never had one before. A lot ask for experience, but theres not much coming from me, when I've never worked. A bit afraid for karens, but yk just smile and nod. 
I'll be working a couple days a week and I've made plans with my friends as well.
I'll update you guys, to tell you how it goes.
See you,
beep boop
Hey guys!
Back from my first shift. I came an hour early bc of the bus lmaoooo. I went to the bathroom and as soon as I walked out, there were some teachers and students from my school. One of the teachers saw me and was like,"Why are you here?!"
I said, "I work here." Was about to anyways lol.
The customers were actually pretty nice. I accidently touched someones food and he gave me an "its ok" look. I think a lot of the customers knew that I was a trainee bc of the amount of food spills oml. I said to one of them "I'm training, today. I'm sorry about that!" She was very sympathetic. I also learnt that a please and thank you go a long way.
Some ppl ask me what the food is like. I'm thinking, "Idk, I've never had it before." 
So I just ask my co-workers lmao. The amount of questions I have asked them today was so many, you could've made a book of them.
Before I left, the owners gave me free food hehe.
Thats it for today lololl. I'll update youse more soon.
Have a great week beep boopers,
beep boop
11 days later
Hi beep boopers,
I finally graduated! There was a mass and reception. My feet were hurting after all that dancing lmaooooo. I didn't realise that I had that much energy until I was on the dance floor.
Anyways, I'm gonna start volunteering at vinnies tmr! Wish me luck.
Signing off,
beep boop
11 days later
Heyo beep boopers,
I GOT MY BRACES REMOVED!!!!! Now I'm just wearing retainers hehe.
Anyways, results come out in less than a week. Scared shitless tbh. Apparently offers come out early this yr. I just wanna get into my course lmaooo.
Have a good week gois,
beep boop
6 days later
Hi y'all!
So I got my atar. Even tho I didn't do as well as everyone did (however, they were very well deserved results). I have enough to get into my course!
I got 81.05. I was very happy. I screamed and was a sobbing mess.
I just wanted to congratulate everyone for pulling thru for the past few years and making it to now! I hope you all get into your dream course. And everything goes well if not better from here.
Wishing the best for my fellow '22ers!
beep boop
beep_boop Ahhhhhh! Congrats!