1 (if i get my english boots on, it’s basically an exploration of identity and love, experiencing love for the first time and the effects of a break up. the title found heaven itself is somewhat of a paradox, as he emphasises how he has experienced intimate feelings for someone of the same sex, and how he believes god (as he grew up religious) should forgive the ‘sins’ and not to be perceived as a demon. thank you for attending my ted talk.)