hola. currently am waiting for the business AN lecture to begin because i have my unit 3 business (and psych) exams tomorrow, so i thought maybe the lecture would be a good source of revision.
i have been trying to update this thing for like the whole holidays, but i keep procrastinating it… just like my revision for the unit 3 exams. it feels so weird going into school for these exams during the holidays… it’s so quiet— just how i like it without the younger year levels. and i’ve been sick for like 2 and a half weeks, and am just starting to feel better. resistance and exhaustion phase of the GAS model is really in full swing!
had the general math exam last thursday and it was suspiciously easy. i finished in an hour with an hour to spare, and i was so concerned so i redid the exam and proof checked all my answers because i was so paranoid. guess we will find out how i went next week. revising for business and psychology is a struggle. i feel so demotivated, but i haven’t been stressing too much about these exams because they don’t go to anything. just trying to take care of my mental health because i feel so burnt out already, and don’t want to get better. AND i have holiday homework… but that’s a later issue.
AND i have the concert on thursday. i am SO FREAKING EXCITED. trying to get an outfit planned because it’s gonna be cold and rainy. the theme is yellow + black 80’s style, but 1/ i don’t own anything 80’s style and 2/ everything i own which is yellow isn’t suited for a cold rainy day. so i was thinking about dressing as an older era (blue jeans, white shirt, black cardigan) which will be super cool, but am going to change into merch when i buy it so it’s no point of over thinking it.
OH AND I HIT 70 HOURS ON MY LEARNERS YESTERDAY!! SO HAPPY BECAUSE I’M 50 HOURS AWAY FROM BECOMING A REGISTERED P-PLATER TO RUN PEOPLE OVERRRRR (i’m joking, i run curbs over!)
idk the other day it really hit me that i’m almost done the journey, and it makes me sad because high school is such a big part in my life, and it’s going to be gone in the blink of an crinkling eye. like, uni applications open THIS MONTH. it’s so scary, i don’t feel as if i’m ready for the real world 😭
