Becoming A Wildcard (VCE Journal)

lucas

5/06/25
Did only an hour of study for calc and bio each, was running on 6 hours of sleep. 60% of Bio SAC and fuck me I actually don't know how to actually understand bio, honestly will take any advice on Bio. So pissed off at the moment but it is what it is. Tomorrow I have no idea what I'm going to do and even the long weekend possibly even study more and hit flow with my subjects. I'll keep updating.

lucas

6/06/25
Running on 3 hours of sleep, and more calculus cuz fun but I'm so tired at the moment, gonna make sure I use this long weekend to get green with all my subjects. Struggled to focus thoughout the day, felt like a zombie. So yeah that's it. Bye

lucas

7/06/25
I took today off, so I can recharge my battery. I'm staying at the city for a bit tomorrow so I'm gonna study at the state library primarily focusing on calc and chemistry and that's basically it for today. I got like 12 hours of sleep last night which says a lot but tomorrow I arise.

lucas

8/06/25
Dialled in today, integration goes crazy. I've never been so locked in with math before but the puzzles are falling into the right places and connect the missing pieces and why calc works in general which is so satisfying, no chem today sadly. By the time I'm writing this, I'm still doing more calculus and soon enough I'll be able to test my knowledge of calc on some practice exams. That's basically it for today. Tomorrow we go.

lucas

12/06/25
I apologise for not updating. I've been keeping myself busy so I don't drown in thought. I've been doing calc and just had a bio quiz on pathogens got 81% which is not too bad. I'm so sick at the moment it's not even funny, my fever is at 39 to 40 degrees. From this week alone, probably 10+ hours of studying. I've been waking up 5AM and sleeping at 9PM sharp. I recommend doing this only if you're that dedicated to a good score or have a stacked schedule. I've been practising for the English SAC however language analysis got pushed to next term on the first week which is rough since I have the methods SAC on that same week too. And yeah that's it I'll try keep updating everyday

Eraser

lucas 81% is really good, especially on a bio SAC!

asianasen

lucas you are definitely achieving a 95+ atar, but i think self care should also be prioritised (or balanced w/ ur studies).
good luck on vce and congrats on the 81% in the quiz! u can do this i believe in u

lucas

Eraser it was on a quiz sorry I didn't clarify, I'll get that score on the SAC that's a promise

Eraser

lucas I am sure you will considering the hard work you are putting on, but 81 on a bio quiz is also good!

Eraser

also, if you are okay to say, what school are you currently going to??

lucas

Eraser I don't know I can say since might be bypassing guidelines but why you ask?

Eraser

lucas just curious and wanted to know like in which schools are students like focused on their VCE results, but I totally understand why you don't wanna say

lucas

15/06/25
I'm not prepared for the GAT at all, I'm so cooked 🙂. I've been too sick to even get out of bed, today I only did only an hour of chemistry and yeah that's it.

Anonymous2007

lucas
Dw same here, I'm not prepared at all for the GAT 😭😭
At least you got some studying done, even tho your sick, it's better then not studying!!
Me on the other hand, I just procrastinated the whole day ☹ I only got 1 hour and 30 minutes of studying done, so that's great 😒

lucas

19/06/25
I'm back, I'm not happy at the moment. I just passed my English SAC which is shite. I'm officially at the bottom of the barrel at the moment. I've been trying to find happiness and I just can't at all. The only thing keeping me alive at this poiint is just doing calc and that's it.

lucas

23/06/25
Oh boy, from now on I'll update everyday from now on, I've been primarily doing chemistry, I've got a Chemistry SAC this friday and then after that a English Oral. Obviously still doing calc and more applications for methods which I don't want to fall behind on. For specialist on the otherhand, I'm so behind on but I feel more determine to get work done instead of wollocking in thoughts and embrace them. The GAT was probably the most weirdest thing, if I'm being honest I kinda got bored and tired so I started randomly guessing some questions but that morse code question had me on edge like I didn't know what I was looking at. Das it from me see u tomorrow.

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lucas bro I might do your subjects... but cl I'm also a massive procrastinator and probably will get deep fried if I do those subjects. But idk I jus feel like I got that dawg in me and that I can lock in.

You a massive inspo bro, also the mental health awareness is a w to bring up.

lucas

.. You have to break that procrastination curve because I believe anyone can do these subjects, doing hard subjects is completely subjective, find ways where you'll like the subject and you're obligated to do more of that however don't overdo it to the point where you'll burnout. I like to think it as if I don't feel like working or studying, I do it straight away if I have a first thought of it or count from 5 to 1 and do that particular task. Also I forgot as cliche and corny this sounds believe in yourself that you'll do well. Hope this helps and godspeed.

lucas

24/06/25
Posted later than usual cuz I just started playing Risk of Rain 2 with my mate besides that, did 2 hours of chemistry and 1 hour chemistry tutor session about organic compounds. I'm behind in specialist at the moment due to just doing a lot of chemistry. I'm prepping for this chem SAC for this friday which I need to do good on, (praying to God). Aside from that I'm in a pretty optimistic state at the moment, I've been praying more and stuff so I relieve my stress and worries away.

We got a checklist for the methods SAC next term week 1 which is amazing, so the holidays I plan to do more calc and possibly get ahead of methods and get green with the next few topics and that's with emphasis. Next term is so stack on the 1st week of term 3, I have the methods, bio and english SAC on that same week which is something I'm definitely not looking forward to. Das it for today, thanks,bye

P.S Noise cancelling headphones are actually so goated when you study

lucas

25/06/25
Not too bad of a day, just doing more organic chemistry till this Chemistry SAC this friday, I've got to learn and revise some stuff tomorrow for the SAC. There's so much to remember so I might make flashcards so I can remember from the top of my head and do some exam questions as well. As far as I'm concern when I finish Chem SAC, I'lll have to do my english oral which we have to record ourselves and write up the speech. I don't know how I'll do on the Chem SAC and but crossing my fingers and praying to God that I'll do somewhat well on it because I need this to be decent score at least, I'll a minimum 65% at this point but we hope for the best. That's it for today see you tomorrow.

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