hi all!! as rey did suggest, i probably have hit the exhaustion stage of the GAS model. feeling pretty alive compared to last night, but i did not want to spend my first day of freedom in my room unwell. exams are finally done i am so happy, it is beyond explainable how relieved and calm i feel. i went out for a celebratory dinner with my family last night and it was super nice to have a meal without worrying about having to go back to study again.
the english exam was quite alright. i had a lot of brain fog so i didnt write like i wanted to, but if i can pull 7’s i’ll be fine with that.
general math was concerningly easy. i got 37/40 on the first exam and couldn’t check the second exam, but you can tell they put so much effort into making sure errors were not present like last year. there’s this controversy with the hungarian algorithm and how it could be done on cas if a software is installed, and i had it installed so it saved me time, but not so much those who didn’t have it.
psychology exam was straight out of hell. it was wordy, it was overly sophisticated, and i didnt even get to finish. i’m so disappointed because i worked so hard this year to do well for psych and my hard work has gone down the drain. expecting that to be my 10% subject now lol.
and business exam last night was fun, i found it quite easy and was curveballed with the compare efficiency and effectiveness but i managed to get two points of similarities and differences down from pure bs LMAO.
FinFin-2ndYearUni in response to this, my 18th is in exactly 3 weeks and it would be nice to get my remaining 24 hours of driving up. i have my year 12 formal next week too which is fun, but my social battery is super drained so i want to stay at home a lot while i can. i want to find a job, because i need money for self fulfilment haha, but i also want to consider tutoring which pays well. but mostly now until uni i want to relax because im so exhausted.
it’s such a big change between having and not having school— i feel so voided and am unsure what i can do other than work and enjoy life i can do. school was the biggest component of my life, and it’s gone forever.
