same like im the only one that rlly rlly cares, and if dont get in imma be so mad and probably be dead inside, but conversely if i get in it will be just the best way to pay back my stress and work put in. And like @Anonymous_101 said, it will either shape my future academics and be the best day of my life or have me so sad that i probably wouldnt be able to concentrate in school for like 2 days
