KingYen damns thats dedication, but i feel like studying in 8th grade isnt really going to help me especially since idk what the hell to study. i actually went to deakin university's open day today and i got to see their engineering course and stuff and it was cool but it like really made me wonder. lifes actually getting serious now, but still i dont really find fun in alot of the things i used to find fun anymore like idk why