I'm back and feeling a lot worse than I last updated. I'm stressed, frustrated at myself, nervous and everything else there is. Panic attacks before school and nausea are officially back in full swing as well yayyyyyyy✨
I have another 2 SACs this week, which again I am not prepared for. Since the SACs are a day after the other I pretty much have no time to prepare. If I just wanted to pass like most other people in my class I would be fine ig but I want to do better. The stuff we're learning about mental wellbeing in Psych is seriously not getting to me lmao. But literally eating well, sleeping well, exercising well seriously does nothing...
People are saying they just cannot fathom how the year is going so fast but damn I just want it over like gimme my ATAR and let me out😭😭😭 I want the holidays to come around again but then again it's not really holidays, I'm fully booked out with revision lectures and mock exams. Life better turn around soon cuz if I feel shit rn, I don't want to think about how I'll be feeling on exam day. Wish me luckkkkkk
