One SAC done, another to go tomorrow!!! I think I did decent, would say at least 80%. Feel a little lighter now its over but before it started I was NOT ok. Sometimes I feel I'm hanging by a thread and grasping at straws to just be able show up at school. Obviously I can't have a panic attack or start crying at school in front of people but it's hard to only do that at home. I've been talking a little bit about this to my friends and I'm happy it's not just me, obviously I don't want other people to feel terrible but makes it a bit easier knowing I'm not alone. Ig since not everyone tells people how they feel you just think everyone has a great perfect life but that's not the case and I'm gradually getting better at opening up now and I'm happy about this.
Tomorrow's SAC is a whole another ball game, I still haven't done ANY practice questions so I'm screwed😜🤙After tomorrow I should feel good. Last night I couldn't sleep well, was drowning in my thoughts and letting all my doubts take over, and when I'm like this I can't see the bright side of anything. But I will try to not give up, I dont wanna drop. I need to save my grades. Will update how I feel tomorrow.
