Hate having to flood this journal constantly with negative posts but I can't help it lmao😭😭😭
I finished my English SAC this week and I reckon it should get me at least 70%, not what I want but at this point whatever. I was actually so nervous I was feeling really sick before but when I entered the room I freaked out so bad I forgot I was sick lol...hope I feel better prepared when exams roll around.
Lit SAC due this week, and it has been the source of worry for the past couple days, and the source of extreme distress for the past 5 hours. I cried in class but thankfully only my friends noticed. I just feel like a lot is hitting me at the moment.
Anyways teachers have constantly been saying 'it's almost the end of the year' so much it is really starting to sink in. I am happy, maybe a little sad, but I dont really know, I'm just so exhausted idk what to feel. All sorts of career/pathway stuff going on these days but I feel no excitement or fear whatsoever, just walking around school like a ghost. G'night👻
