asianasen listen, i know that saying that this is js a 'learning experience' isn't gonna magically make anyone feel better (although it is true), but I feel like the best thing you cam do it confront your feelings. Definitely talk to people you trust and don't think that ur feelings aren't valid. Also, you are NOT a failure, because in ten years no one's gonna remember u not getting into mhs, they're gonna remember who u r then, so really from now on, focus on yourself and (ik kingyen and hi, i'm new alr said this) take small steps and ready yourself for the next task which is vce. Also ik your skl isnt the best rn, but remember a few things, 1. you got haileybury next yr, 2. you still have a fair shot for jmss and 3. if you wanna succeed - you can do well at any school.