my year 12 vce journal!! (hope you enjoy the ride)

monolith

FH ⭐️
Wew, holidays came up fast, only roughly 120 more days of high school left. Dropped Art, praying I can find a mid-year course to get those final 2 3/4 subject credits. Not really sure how I'm doing in classes since we haven't been given any of our SACs back but I'm sure that I'm passing them.

Instead of soccer we have a senior house comp. for Dodgeball throughout the week, not the greatest but better than soccer imo.

Enjoy your holidays man, take a well deserved break.

FH ⭐️

monolith NO WAY i would actually go try for dodgeball… i would accidentally hurt someone i don’t like. key word: accidentally. because i’m not a mean person. i am, but only to the people who have done wrong by me T-T. you should be fine though with your art stuff, you do 4 subjects and VCAA only requires you to do four, and you sound smart so i’m sure you will pass them all with flying colours.

FH ⭐️

Rey_of_sunshine I KNOW blocking abc was so unnecessary, but it worked the next day so i guess someone must have complained. and happy easter is you celebrate, i only celebrate for the chocolate lets be honest T-T.

Rey_of_sunshine

FH ⭐️ Yeah, I used to do some of the religious holiday stuff (not willingly, it was a catholic primary school) but we just celebrate for chocolate too. Glad your school unblocked the abc because that's just ridiculous

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POST 15 - 11/04/2024

oh hi! i haven’t done an update in a while because i’ve been super demotivated to write one up, but i am super bored right now and actually cannot wait until school returns next monday because my patience at home, not doing much, is making me crazy. like, the weather has been so bad to do stuff - i’ve only gone out twice in 15 days (partly because i’m lazy. i went out the first saturday of the holidays to the tenpin bowling centre where i scored a wonderful score of 148, which is decent because i cannot play sport at all. and then i went into the city last friday to purchase a physical cd copy of an album because i absolutely love albums in their physical form.

a little update with school: i am SMOKING general math right now. i got a 91 on my sac for time series- i lost 3 marks for not connecting the smooth median, writing the wrong number when i rounded despite me calculating it correct, and i can’t remember the third error. it was after school and i was dying to go home, and to be honest i didn’t even check through my answers. also finished my EI sac, which i was super proud of so i hope i get a score that reflects my effort. i spent probably 10 hours writing and refining that sac, which is more time that i would put for another subject, but i want to prove to my teachers i am capable of doing this subject because i feel as if they doubt me.

english sac second week back to school, alongside a business sac. haven’t put effort into either those subjects these holidays- i’ve been waiting for the “oh shit school starts again tomorrow” fear when i will actually do stuff. the only subject i’ve been trying for right now is general- i’ve done 3 chapters in 5 days and am almost done the whole course content.

anywho hope y’all are having more entertaining holidays than i do- these are the only holidays i get off because my school does mock exams during the winter and spring holidays. BUT next holidays i’m going to my conan gray concert!!!! so so excited and i can’t wait to yap about that when it comes T-T.

stay safe all :3

monolith

FH ⭐️
These have been the busiest holidays for me EVER.
I only have these last 2 days to get all my holiday work done so I'm trying to crunch it all. A bit stuck with some of it but I'm sure I'll do fine (praying).

The concert sounds exciting! I'm currently getting ready for a few conventions later down the year. Right now I'm trying to get everything sorted for Comic Con.
I should probably binge a bit of General Math's work before I go back on Monday to be more prepared since I barely passed the latest SAC (45% and still got the highest in my friend group ;-; ) (Damn you circuits)

Any who, looking forwards to going back to school. Getting so bored sitting around doing the same thing every day.

FH ⭐️

monolith hope you figure out your work… i’m more than happy to help if i can. and yes the concert is super exciting, but i have NO idea about conventions (they sound a little nerdy so i’m surprised i haven’t).

monolith

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The work is decently easy but just requires a lot of time to complete.

There are conventions for everyone! A lot of conventions (Especially ones revolving around pop culture) are giant "exhibition" halls filled with store stands. There are also Panels and special activities but most of the time people spend there are often walking around the exhibition stands chatting with others.

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monolith OH NAH the store stands sounds like my worst nightmare- last time i went to something like that i ended up eating pizza and donuts with my friend on the floor T-T. i’ll just walk down the aisle at concerts where all i do is ask for merch and cry in my seat during the saddest, most gut wrenching songs.

monolith

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The amount of money I have wasted on decorating my shelves...

I finally finished my english work after a gut wrenching 6 hours xd

FH ⭐️

monolith WOOOOO GO U!!! school is back tomorrow and i've got the "oh shit school holidays is almost done and i need to do so much" panic 😭

monolith

FH ⭐️
Same here
Gonna sit in the lounge room and ban myself from anything until I get this mess all done :v

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POST 16 - 15/04/2024

i am done with school and its only been an hour T-T. 11 weeks of term 2 is going to be hell.

monolith

FH ⭐️
Only around 20 weeks left though, then we will be (sorta) free.

FH ⭐️

monolith the vcaa exams is going to be the end of me. I WANT TO DROP OUT AT THIS POINT

monolith

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That's what a lot of us think, It's constantly on my mind but since I really want to go to uni, finishing Year 12 this year is the easiest way.

FH ⭐️

monolith i know i love being dramatic because why deal with any emotion logically when you have the option of losing your mind. but yeah, i wanted to take a gap year but i barely came to terms with myself to do work after a 2 week break, let alone a year and a half. guess im going uni next year—

monolith

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I'm planning on doing a 3 year course for International Studies without a gap year, basically setting myself up for failure but I'll be fine.

Just gotta pass VCE normally first XD

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monolith that sounds so interesting! i want to study part of my course abroad it would be so much fun.

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POST 17 - 22/04/2024

help i am so demotivated i’ve been procrastinating writing one of these up for a while now, but i have really really sore legs and can barely move so i might as well pass the time. school has been honestly super shit. i’ve never hated going to school more. i just feel like everything is really boring and i don’t feel any urge to do my work. i have a lot of sacs coming up and im not panicking like i usually do. i know i should study harder, but every time i try to i just get sidetracked and don’t bother. and i am constantly tired.

i’ve done nothing for general math this term. mostly because i almost finished the whole course during the holidays (i’m probably burned out that’s why i don’t want to do anything #selfaware) so im using that as an EXTRA study class right now. english is so much fun i cannot deny. im writing a poem for crafting texts and i get to show off my fancy vocabulary which is so much fun LMAO. business management is… eh it is really tedious. i have my sac for that this friday so i guess i should study after i write this (whether i do that or not is a different story).

EI? what’s EI? haven’t touched that stuff in a while. just doing the required course work and putting it on the back burn because why not.

psychology is alright. im really digging memory because i don’t have any at this point in time. my psychology TEACHER however really made me mad. we did a topic test for the learning topic and it was our last class for the term so i didnt really try because i was extremely tired. i got a 76 which is good for me because i didnt study a single minute and she says “i expect so much better from you.” like sure thanks whatever, but it isn’t a sac and i don’t really care if it isn’t a sac, despite that being a bad attitude to have, but if i am studying for every test my school dishes out im going to burn out so quickly. the sac for that is in three weeks time, free me.

life is great on a personal note. taylor swift dropped a DOUBLE album which i am still eating up (almost haven’t stopped listening for three days now) and UGH it is so good. a little biased but SDUFIWUFNIUWNIUN IT IS MY FAVOURITE RIGHT NOW.

i’m going to go look productive so my parents don’t yell at me. hope y’all are loving life and this spring-like weather if you’re in melbourne!!

monolith

FH ⭐️
Welcome to the world of burn out >->
Just got to focus hard in class and chill out while doing your own thing at home, eventually you'll fall back into the groove of studying (hopefully)

If any of our teachers said that to any of their students, the entire school would know about it and there would be tons of complaints about them. You just shouldn't say that to students, especially when 78% isn't even that bad, I would kill for 78% on any of my latest sacs xd.

Edit: Only song I'm disappointed with on the new album is the header "Fortnight". I saw Posty on it and assumed it would hit hard, instead it's just a basic boring snoozer -3-

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