I started this journal quite late into the year (barely 6 days till my first exam), but hopefully ill be able to journal continuously throughout year 12 next year.

Background information

I'm a year 11 student studying 1/2 -bio, chem, math methods, English, and 3/4 busman, psych.
I'm aiming for an ATAR that is 98+ (not sure how that's going to go next year)
I love to read

25/10/22
Honestly, I feel like I haven't been learning anything for the past week of revision, everything's gotten so boring and repetitive that I've lost all motivation to even study and have resorted to scrolling Reddit and discussion pages for so long. I've been sick for the past few days and that's making me feel worse about everything. I thought I was getting really good scores in my multiple choice on psych, but then today I did the 2021 vcaa exam and got quite worse, making me feel even more terrified. What's even worse is the fact that the psychology exam is on my birthday so u know what my birthday wish is going to be, and I can't even go home and relax because my business exam is two days after 🙁 (I'm just overreacting)

On a much more positive note, I'm quite excited for my exams to be over because I am going to binge-watch so many shows!! AND anyone of you Collen hover fans? I'm so looking forward to reading her new book 'it starts with us

This has been oddly therapeutic, i might be doing it more often in the future 😆
also good luck to those of you doing English exams tomorrow!!!

-Sasushi <3