update 14
so guess who's been spiralling mentally? i've not been having a good time rn and generally i've been incredibly depressed with a lack of motivation to do anything other than trap myself in my room and watch tv or study.
so, with that in mind, i've actually been doing pretty well academically! i got 100 on my last english test, 76 on my last japanese test and i think i'm doing pretty well in science and literature. i got 63 in legal though, which really sucks as its one of my favourite classes.
also my personal writing has been excellent-- tortured artist anyone?
for now, im just hoping i can distract myself with studying n my hobbies because honestly i just cannot rn. im really thinking of transferring bc i feel like i need a fresh start but idk.
