as a year 12 student, this is something that haunts me so much… because there’s so much time for 4 months and there’s just so much i want to do.
first thing’s first- get a job. i need money, and i’m going to be doing nothing extravagant without any money. so that’s the main goal. and i want to work as much as i can, because the more i work = the more money i have = the more money i can spend. i’m also (most likely) going to have a car, so i need fuel which is pricey.
between november and orientation week at uni, i want to enjoy the small stuff in life like i use to. i don’t really like going out much, so i always read and i havent read a book which wasn’t a textbook for close to a year now. go out for meals. spend time with the people i love.
all honesty, i’m really scared. i don’t know what adult life entails, i’m scared to meet new people, and i feel scared i might be trapped from being the real me. i know society is harsh, and i feel like there are going to be so many people that judge me and that’s something i need to overcome, because maybe people don’t give a shit but i know first hand the cruelty of some people to express their thoughts. it’s going to be so messy, i’m going to make so many mistakes, but i’m living for the hope of it all.
for now, exams. then rest. LOTS of rest.
